Fast forward... we are now in year 2020. Many things have changed. I have decided to start writing this blog to pour out my deepest thoughts and feelings as a 42 years old woman with 2 children and in the process of heartbreaking divorce.

I have decided to delete the name of once the most important person in my life from my FB account a while ago. Guess who..? Mixed feelings but greatest feeling of all... liberation...

Now it begins...

I have another blog but it is one with too many concerns to worry about. I can't tell how I exactly most of the time. Well, main reason is I have many "dark" secrets that many do not know.

So, here I am... getting another blogspot so that I can pour my heart out here and hoping that no one I know will ever discover this.

Dangerous game... but I'll take the risk!